Blue, Sky, Dream

前几天还在跟爹说，看最近这么暖和，临走前可能赶不上再下雪了，中午的时候还在跟妈说，上次八月十五的时候没有云遮月。等到下午从影院出来的时候，竟真的下雪了。已经有好几年没有见过下雪了，看到纷飞的雪花，也在空气中闻到了那股熟悉的味道。

不到晚上6点，窗外就开始响成一片。人们似乎在赶时间处理掉过量的鞭炮烟花。而雪竟然下的更大了。窗外白茫茫的一片，而我最喜欢看在昏黄的路灯映照下那些细小的颗粒在风中的舞动。

假期已经接近尾声，身体和精神都恢复了不少，（体重也长了不少。）亚非和刘楠都找到了新的职位，不知道什么时候轮到我。然而对未来的道路，仍然很迷茫。又到了人生的十字路口。这次，我有更多的主动权，却也有更多的困惑。

不知道以前是不是也有过类似的感觉了，我觉得肯定有。也许只是没有把它记载下来，又或者写在我某个已经横尸多年的博客上忘记了。
无论怎样，还是决定多废几句话，记下这样的心情：
在漆黑的深夜，在茫茫的沙漠中，我扔掉了发冷的牛肉汉堡和薯条，用国产的小电热壶烧了一桶水，倒在装饭的泡沫盒子里，泡了一杯印尼同事送给我的泰国产方便面。第一口汤喝下去的时候，电脑里正好放到黑田在舞台上流泪的镜头。那一瞬间，我也哽咽了。站起身仰望着苍茫的夜空，不小心拽断了30块钱买的耳机的一侧听筒，嘈杂的发电机声音瞬时开始冲击耳膜。不变的只有临近海面上吹来的那股腥咸。

读他的中评回复真是一种快乐啊，

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最近一年没怎么关系他们的动向，因为似乎感觉没什么大作推出。之前的那首蕾总觉得调子有点造作，而winding road，感觉几个人的声音都太强势了，虽然好听但是有点噪。?

这两天看了MSSL2008，他们的两首歌留下的印象最深。あなたと，很温柔的一首情歌，时の足音，歌词令人长久地回味。

其实演唱会现场的魅力不仅在于歌手，台下听众的气氛也同样很能感染人，看到很多女粉丝凝神合唱甚至落泪的场面，对歌曲的认同也更多了一份。（顺便说一句，导播似乎不会给男粉丝镜头，搞得好像全场都是女听众似的）其实这两首歌以前在ipod里面都听过几遍，不过也许是时间场合不对，没能引起共鸣。他们的歌，一个人在沙漠里唱，挺好。

于是，我决定把他们上升为我favorite第二号了，趁着VSAT半夜里抽风工作了，赶紧上verycd上扒资源去！！

ps：我这话音刚落，一点“提交”键，网就断了，真tmd不能念叨啊……还好wp有自动保存功能……好久没写blog了，还是要养成随手保存的习惯

一个接一个的事故，搞得所有人精疲力竭。可能只有我在这个时候还有心情看日落。

这几天天气晴朗的不行，几公里以外的井架都看得到。明晃晃的太阳晒在身上，感觉全身的汗毛都要烧起来一样，海面被照的蓝得发亮，只有到了这个点才敢摘了墨镜。真正日落的时间也就几分钟，太阳扁扁的，红彤彤的，一寸一寸地落入海中，海面和天空被映得一层层由深入浅地红。不远的地方，一弯新月已经挂上了天边，在静静地等着日落后自己的舞台。这里是沙特最早的海上油田，附近有很多生产平台，在落日下都被映成了红色，长长的影子拖在海面上。远处，一艘拖轮在海面上忽上忽下，依稀看到几个人影在船上打篮球。马上就是wireline的爆破作业，全井队开始radio silence。其实我又不是雷达，有没有radio我怎么能感觉出来？但是心里就觉得周围的一切都比平时宁静了很多。似乎大家都屏住了呼吸，等着落日的余辉，连顶驱的叽叽歪歪声好像都淡入了背景之中。

在海上这么久，看了不知多少日出日落，其实无非都是同样的场景正着放或是倒着放。但是感觉真是千差万别，日出时，感觉周围一点点被镀上金色，生机在身边、在心中一点点萌发，心情也变得逐渐明朗，而日落时，随着色彩一点点淡去，心中总会有一些遗憾或感叹，而很多的回忆也就是在这时浮现在眼前。日出时的宁静，是爆发前的凝聚，而日落时的宁静，是一切烦乱收于心底的终结。人总是会给自己一些心理暗示的。

忽然一个画面跳如脑海，那是去年11月的一天下午，海边，沙滩，也是落日。那天带了相机，却鬼使神差地没有带卡，结果那个片段就这样不留痕迹地丢掉了，直到刚刚。一瞬间，竟觉得拍了很多照片的日子，老是挂在嘴边的情景，都没有那一刻值得怀念，也许这就是人生，费尽周折想要留住的，却未必是最值得怀念的。有些事就适合在很久以后不经意地想起。尽管可能只是一个镜头，但却可能成为那一段生活的剪影，如同很多歌曲，让我们怀念的其实是伴随那吟唱的时光。也许，我们花费了太多的时间想要去留住生活，却只搞得自己精疲力竭。

看着时间，贾军鹏应该回家吃饭了，我只得独自感叹一声，其实，我看的不是日落，是寂寞。

Just now, when Alex woke me up and said that the new plan is to fish the source, I was 100% sure that he’s kidding, since I’ve booked him the chopper in 12 hours and me in 36 hours, and we plan to spend the whole night to LD the BHA, process the log and rig down everything. So when I realized that it’s true, I can’t really say even a word. We got stuck only 500ft to the casing, and can’t rotate and circulate. It’s just like a people who has almost reached the heaven falls down to the hell directly. They’re still trying to jar the string to free it. But for my point of view, it’s impossible to get free only by jarring. The log showed we’re stuck on the transit zone between the shale and the sand, and mostly on the ADN stabilizer. It’s quite “funny” that we have slickline equipment on HRC261 without personnel while e-line personnel on OS655 without equipment. It’s said that 4am the e-line will mobilize their equipment to here to run FPI first.

Besides preparing the fishing(which for sure will kill lots of my sperm again), i really feel sorry for this job, an one-week-job turns to be one month. The geologists lost when we drill the first lateral, so finally we drilled a pilot hole and plugged it. The seconde lateral was stopped 500ft before the planned TD since our PD can’t steer any more. After a long discussion between Aramco and our office, they decided to run another run and drill the rest of the 500ft. And then after this 500ft, we stuck here. It has been several times that we’ve started to think about going back, but every time we got some surprise……Raj plans to fly back to India in 2 days, Alexey’s gf has been waiting to see him for more than one month……Today i just called Jiangni and told him that i’ll be back in 2 days and prepare a dinner for me……More over, if we think at the side of Aramco, it’s really a catastrophic accident. They lost the first better payzone, then tried another, which is not so good, but still can give them something, then just because they want that extra 500ft, now they’re gonna to lost the whole well. The couple of million dollars are just like been lost in the hole.

Anyway, I’m not thinking about leave at all now. Try to fish the source is the most important thing.Or maybe tomorrow morning when i wake up, they’ll surprise me again that the drillstring is free……………..You can never have a plan on the rig…….

Last job on PN-5, almost failed to landed the well because at the very moment IDEAL survey file corrupted and the inc stop updating.

This time, after relog up, found density image data have 3 30ft gaps inside……while the depth was wrong as well……..It took extra 5-6 hours to fix it…..still don’t know what will happen when process the recording mode…

I hate this fucking IDEAL!!!!!

在家闲了好多天了。本来是一个非常牛逼的活，老板很够意思地交给我来做。但是准备了好多天后，甲方减成一个很基本的活了，结果又拖了两天还没有走，据说甲方还在犹豫。看目前的情况很有可能要去另外一口井了。

今天的水木上，似乎是约好了似的，同时在北航版和天大版有人开始写校园故事。不同的作者，不同的背景，翻看读来却有着类似的笔调，或者是隐藏在文字之后的心情。是不是校园小说就都是这样的感觉？想起来自己也好多次想要写点什么，甚至构思过第一章是如何开头的，可惜后来也不了了之。倒也不是没有时间写或者是写不下去，只是觉得，写来写去总还是那些调调。人物是不一样的，故事是不一样的，但是为什么读起来都是一样的感觉呢？所以反而没有了写下去的兴趣。不过换个角度讲，文由心生，大学的年代，正是心思变化最快的时代，这些年，见了多少人，经历了多少事，心情起起伏伏了多少次，不同的性格，同样的成长，这才是最让人怀念的。又看到一篇帖子，列了很多清华这些年的变化，读起来，近十年前的回忆历历在目。所以，也许真的该写点什么了。

下午2点，室外最高气温62.5度。悼念MJ。

Much easier compared with ADN. Place the cotton sticks in the wipe test capsule, move the source and put inside the capsule, turn it so that the cotton will wipe the source.

Need to do it with the first time a wet cotton and the second time a dry one. No idea why we need to so such a foolish operation.

Handling tool:

for calibration: Latch - press the button to hold - (when unlatch) turn the handle 180deg
for field: Latch - push the button to hold - (when unlatch) press the button, turn the handle a bit.

1. Survey meter need to be calibrated per year.

2. HAZMAT paper need to be filled in each time the source is transferred/moved.

3. Upper parts of the transfer shield doesn’t contain enough Boron to efficiently stop neutron. Neutron survey meter shows 20mRem/hr. So don’t stay long time besides it.

4. North sea shield and dvd source shield is 0 reading designed. Need to open it to survey in order to confirm the existing of the source.

5. Need to survey both parts of the dual source transfer shield to confirm. The reading should be high-low-high.

6. ADN4/6 is using the same collar shield. When dealing with stabilized ADN6, remove the insert on the bottom. The shield can sit on the stabilizer. If slick, place the density window in the middle of the lower shield. No need to measure the distance. Lower part of ADN8 collar shield is the same for DVD.

7. Greensleeve lock for overpack and chain, Hazmat lock for shield.